What Makes Me So Special? When you experience a traumatic loss like the one we did, everyone tells you to expect people to say...
Parking Spot Christianity I’m thinking about “parking spot” Christianity. What I mean by this is people who think that God has answered...
Broken Things I couldn’t sleep on Christmas Eve and I spent the night planning an imaginary pottery studio in the basement...
18 Days After the EVANt Periodic Reflections on Grief and Loss Holy Sonnets: Death, be not proudBY JOHN DONNEDeath, be not proud, though some...
The Happy, Deluded Prince I was recently intrigued by an episode of RadioLab Podcast, exploring lying and liars. The episode concluded with a...
Weighing Wanderlust Giving has a bit of an underbelly. There’s the part of giving where you think about the recipient, and...
On Getting Old At a neighborhood happy hour last night, pleasantly buzzed and comfortable in my own skin for once (it...
Gentle Is Not My Default This is my husband, wearing my son’s Halloween costume, raising a frenzy on the busy street in front...
A Promise in There Somewhere Dec 14, 2017. My foster son had his first sleepover with his biological family last night. The mixed emotions that came...
What I Learned From Laser Eye Surgery Three years ago, I was liberated from the tyranny of glasses! After that very first-world surgery, I wrote this...
Here We Go Again For almost five years, I felt stuck. Like I was waiting at a train station, or maybe an airport. My waiting lasted from June...
Confessions of a Reluctant Half-Marathon Runner I just finished my last scheduled long run of the training season. Then a week of rest, and I’ll...
Grandma like a Child You break my heart. There’s me on the left and you on the right. Ten minutes after we took this...
Where is this road taking me? (on sickness and on health) I felt like an alien. Af first it was just a nuisance when the mysterious itchy welts appeared on...
My Ridiculous Tantrum (aka God’s Unending Patience) Meet grumpy badger. He so aptly represents my latest (very immature) huff against God. Who would have thought that my...
Why I Thank God for Closed Doors Life is a hallway of doors. You take one step forward. Then another. You see a door. Knock on...
Plant and Wait There’s something in me that thrills to recall finding God’s love for the very first time. There’s something in...
My Mother’s Legacy — Mother’s Day 2014 My mom, a little Asian woman with a huge smile and a fierce child-like wonder, is weeping over lunch....
Driven to Distraction…(umm literally) There is one video that made me break the law. Truly. It’s a video of me and my church dance team...